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My Discover in me

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Book Details 

Book Title - My Discover in me

Book Part - 1 part

Book part Title - My Discover in me- stammer

Languages - Hindi , English (translate)

Book category - life journey.

Writer - S. Upadhyay

My Discover in me - Stammer

Summary-

The day of May 8, 1997 was somewhat different for my family than the normal days, there was an atmosphere of happiness in the family.  Why a new member in my family who came.  That is, I was born on this day.  I was the fifth child of my parents Harihar Prasad and Uma Devi and I am the tenth child of the family, if we join the joint family.  Well, a few years after my birth, 2 children were born in my family, after which I had a total of 12 siblings taking me in the family with 7 boys and 5 girls, well all the things about this my discover in me - Born unlimited dreams  I am in bed, you will study it further.  Now we follow the story after my birth.

 Panditji was called to make the horoscope.  Panditji named my name Hemant, but another name I got from my uncle was' Sushil,

 After making the horoscope, Panditji told my father that this boy would be very intelligent and far-sighted, his mind would be very sharp, but there was a lot of disturbance in his zodiac due to which there would be many difficulties in life and this boy would often be ill.  Because its health will not be good against common people, there is a lot of crisis in this boy's life, but this boy will be of good fortune.  Hearing all this, my family was also happy and sad but what could they do, so left everything to God.  For a while, everything was normal as it happens after the birth of a child in every household.  After some time I became more than one and a half year, then I started speaking, in Suruat all the children are unable to speak properly, the same thing happened to me.  When I opened my mouth, my family should not worry about my future, whatever may be good or bad with me in the future, but after I spoke, one thing my mother and my family knew that I stutter  I was not the only one who stammered in my family, my younger brother used to stutter, but then he stuttered very little. I used to stutter so much that not a single word came out of my mouth properly and then this stutter  Story of my struggle with.

 Every mother is very happy after the birth of her child but at other times she is most happy when the child starts calling her mother.  I could not give this happiness to my mother, but whenever I opened my mouth to say mother, she was worried about my life.  Why I used to stutter a lot, my mother used to worry about my life.  My family also wanted to get my treatment done, but even if there was no treatment for it, the doctor who used to take me, he used to give up saying that maybe after growing up, he might stop stuttering.  These words of doctors to my family did not seem less than a boon, because there was a ray of hope in their mind that I would be fine after growing up, but how can every parent see their children in distress?  .  That's why my family started taking me to the Lord's array.  In the hope that the above can do everything right, it will be seen after ten to twelve years, but it may be that the stutter is already corrected by the kindness of God, so by taking them to the shrines in the temple and making a vow, but there is no benefit from all this.  Did not happen  Rather my stuttering was increasing with my age, I did not have any problem at home, but I had to face problems after getting out of the house.  I don't remember what happened after 5 6 years of my age, but I don't forget the memories after that, after getting out of the house, people used to tease me, copy my words, stutter me and don't know what they were called.  Hearing of all the problems, I used to stay in my house more and more, all the children of the Mohale used to play together, I used to feel like playing with them but I did not play with them because of this fear no one made fun of me.  Everybody who used to play sometimes beat me and even made fun of me and I neither accepted defeat nor became a joke letter because of all this, I stayed away from all the sports of childhood.  It is said that sports keeps the body healthy and strong.  Maybe this is one of the reasons why I am unwell. I did not do sports in my childhood, maybe that is why my body did not develop properly.

 Well, as my childhood was good, I had a family to understand, I was my mother who scolded me for my mistakes, I understood my aunt, who was also my elder mother, whom I used to call as Dumma.  He was kept at a very young age, he had my brothers to turn me around, my uncle was my uncle to fulfill, my sister was also my sister and the biggest thing was my grandmother with me.  I had no friends, it was the reason that people did not accept me and I did not even roam much, due to which no friends were made.  You will get to read the story ahead of it in My Discover in me - Born unlimited Dreams.  But thank God for all this.

 I thank God, he gave me everything that millions do not get, let me admit that there is something lacking in my tongue but there are millions who do not even speak.  I stutter but at least I speak how many I cannot speak.  I thank God again, He gave me a heart and mind that does not make fun of people who understand them,

 I thank you for being born in India, thank you for this life.

 Thank you Thank you Thank you

 At the end of this part of the book, all I want to say is.

 Society is made up of all of us, is formed by our thinking, is formed by our karma, it is made to give good direction to people to live life, it is made for good, but today the condition of society has become such in which people  As mental and physical deficiencies are considered a sin, if there is any physical deficiency in a person, then society does not accept them, they are mocked, ridiculed, copied, teased.

 After all, their crime is not that they are blind, lagging, dumb, dwarf, crazy.

 All this is their crime and this crime makes them live for their whole life.

 The society was the same with me, the same thing was done to me as well, which has been done badly,

 I had 2 options: First, I will learn to live by crying through the arms of the society, or else I will change this society according to myself.

 I did not approve of a society in which people like lulay, lagde, blind, mung are ridiculed.  One is that nature has done injustice to them in the same way, it is not unfair for society to be unfair.

 That's why I chose the second option and decided to change this society one day.

 End

 S upadhyay